Day 3- Discovering Kink
This one will probably be pretty short and easy to answer. As far back as I can remember I always knew I was different. I’m not even sure I’ve ever had a fantasy at all that wasn’t extremely violent. Rape and gang-bangs have been in my thoughts since I became interested in sex, even though I was far too young to even be involved in vanilla sex, and the more I delve into kink culture the more violent and outrageous they get. A lot of my fantasies will most likely stay in my head, and I rarely share them with anyone for fear of looking like a total freak. To be honest, if they played out the way they do in my head, it would not be good for me in too many ways to name, so I really have no intentions of reenacting some of them.
I suppose the way I see it, I never really discovered kink per se, it was just always part of who I am.