The Lastest Happenings
Okay seriously people my focus has been all out of whack lately. I keep hoping to get it back, but nothing is working. I feel like a huge jumbled mess.
I did however win the “Give Me Fever” Contest. I got the first prize, because oddly enough the drawing was done on my birthday, and Scarlet said she just couldn’t pass up the awesomeness on that one. I can’t wait to try out that damn sex swing! This was one of the best birthdays I’ve had in a lot of years. <!–more–>
You just won’t believe this other mess that’s happening though. Master ordered me a collar on May 6 from <a href=”http://www.puretnt.com” target=”_blank”>Pure TNT</a><img title=”pinkcollar” src=”http://www.insatiabledesire.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/06/pinkcollar.jpg” alt=”pinkcollar” width=”252″ height=”339″ />, run by Patricia Charles. We never got it, and she’s completely ignored all attempts at communication. I have even opened a dispute on her and her company with Paypal. I am highly disappointed, because money is tight, and we just can’t afford to shell out another $67 to order another one. I honestly hope this isn’t the norm for her, and that this situation gets straightened out soon, but somehow I think if she was honest, she would have at least attempted to explain herself or give some sort of apology. It’s very sad. Boo Hoo. Woe is me. How can I be twoo without Master’s collar?
Master and I have argued a few times recently, but I pointed out to Him that there really have been some big changes in the two of us since we started this 4 months ago. I think one of the issues we’ve both noticed lately is that we tend to be very critical of each other and ourselves. But knowing is half the battle, right? I think our communication has grown by leaps and bounds just in the last few days, we’re really starting to listen to each other, and be more open about how we’re feeling about things. Of course, this is due to the fact that I have been forcing myself to just get over it when I get mad or irritated instead of holding a grudge against Him for days. I’m kinda proud of that.
One more thing…..
I’m kid free for a whole freakin week! How marvelous it is to have a quiet house for once!